I was told that I am shy and unspeaking.
I believed it.
Until I realized that I am boldly introspective.
I was told that I am unsuspecting and naïve.
I believed it.
Until my introspection showed me that I am trusting and sincere.
I was told that I am guarded and apprehensive.
I believed it.
Until my sincerity showed me that I am thoughtful and courageous.
I was told that I am indecisive and acquiescent.
I believed it.
Until my courage showed me my inner-knowing and ability to discern.
I was told that I am intimidated and pliable.
I believed it.
Until my discernment helped me to discover my voice and my power.
I was told that I am a victim and need rescuing.
I believed it.
Until I raised my voice and set strong boundaries.
I was told that I am untalented and need indoctrinating.
I believed it.
Until the boundaries granted me time and space to remember and develop my very own gift.
I was told that I am not worthy without possession.
I believed it.
Until my gift revealed its limitless value.
I was told that I failed my duty.
I believed it.
Until limitless value revealed my true purpose.
I was told that I am egocentric and unsympathetic.
I believed it.
Until my purpose revealed that pure intentions are generous and kindhearted.
I was told that I am ordinary and uninteresting.
I believed it.
Until my heart encouraged me to speak anyway for I am unique and guided.
I was told to be afraid, that there is only scarcity and emptiness.
I believed it.
Until my inner guidance showed me scare is isolated to the city while the abundance of nature awaits remembrance and gratitude.
I was told that the world is dangerous and destructive.
I believed it.
Until remembrance and gratitude taught me the unpredictable wonder of creation.
I was told that success must be planned and controlled.
I believed it.
Until creativity reminded me of the significance of synchronicity and the liberation of spontaneity.
I was told that I am idealistic and unusual.
So true!
Although it is no longer needed, the validation is greatly appreciated.
Thank you so much and thank you God!